Was I Really Prepared for This?!?

PREPARATION IS KEY
I had no idea how unprepared for this semester i really was. Its kind of like going on a mission every semester you know its gonna be a great 3 months. No one can tell just how great or just how difficult its going to really be, and even though you may have done this 4 times, now for the fifth time, you still stand as a greenie every first week of every first semester. HOWEVER with that being said I do know what I need to work on, how I can be a little better more prepared.

 I thought I could skim through the lesson thinking most things would be explained as they are in every class. Well that is not the case. I want to be more on top of things, I want to understand so that if in a situation, because I do get many of my classmates asking me for help, I can teach myself or others around me.
                   I don't want to continue to mention how terrible of a person I am because we all know  that sometimes the truth hurts, so focusing a little more on the strengths of this week:

•         Taking notes in class allows me to feel on task, my brain is focused and I am learning loads of new information. 
•         listening attentively to others comments and questions has engaged my own thoughts, things i never thought i could actually question, or things i never thought would be a problem my eyes have been opened to. 
•        I feel like even now I have the opportunity to apply what I learn by shaping and changing my own philosophy and my own hope for my future students. I feel like i am becoming more prepared every time I attend class and even with the small discussions we have in our MDT tables
•     Honestly My peers seem to be on the ball that's why i feel like i have fallen a tad behind. I have put in my input and on a few things and have been able to answer most of their question when it comes to them asking what we need to be prepared with and such, but i definitely know that as i can com more prepared to class i'm not only benefiting myself and the answer to this question can definitely change. I want to be a strength not a burden.

I feel as if that is the sole purpose of why Christ taught they way he did. To allow others to feel like strengths, to be beacons and lights to many, that they may learn but teach as well.

Unil next time my dear friends